Sunday, September 4
in denial.
slept the past 3 days away in order to continue being in denial.
and everytime something comes to mind, i scream and try to drown it out with other thoughts. i'm now running out of thoughts. good lord, what am i to do?
and then when i'm awake, i try to drown out all annoying thoughts with food.
and all this when others are studying for their exams?? WHY GOD WHY??
i know why. sigh. i should stab myself.
it must've been love.
5:41 pm
xoxo